Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@11:10 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
you just fucking tore my heart into many pieces..
seriously.
you made me so happy when you suddenly messaged me,
but i didn't know that that message was to fucking lecture me.
why? why must you torture me with your words?
our friendship this year became so screwed up, i agree its all my fault.
i took everything for granted, i deserve all these.
i hate myself, hate myself for landing up in such a pathetic state with you now.
you are right, you have your own friends and i have mine,
i respect your decision, if you are happy now, i will be too
but i know i wouldn't.
but for your sake, i will try to be.
can you imagine if we were never close, we will each not suffer any misery and pain
but yet again, i never regretted knowing you,
and now you want me to give this friendship up?
its just like asking me to kill myself.
you already killed my heart with your words, and its damn painful.
i swear i can never give this friendship up, cos its this friendship that made me who i am now.
I CAN NEVER GIVE YOU UP ALRIGHT
call me obstinate if you want, but i just fucking cant give you up.
thats because just this one word made me cant forget you
love
fuck this whole thing, seriously fuck it.
just this whole thing made me feel not myself anymore.
oh yeahh nah :)
practice hard for your guitar exam alright?
i am here for you morally :)
ahahahahhhahhaahhahaaaaa
just make sure your house wouldn't collapse while you are practicing :P
' wan2 guitar yao4 xiao3 xin1'
HAHAHAHAHA!
inside joke ;)
next week then we go watch winx club together alright?
just the both of us, i will only watch that movie with you :)
because must watch it with a gay person what.
HAHAHAHAHAAA
muffin, 5 more days?
yay?
hahahahahahahahaahaaa
but oh wells, i shall wait patiently :)
ehhhh swan!
the quarantine is coming out already!
your suppose to watch it with me:P
♥ Loved, Shiying
